whoever said that redbull works is a frickin liar. period.

so i set sexual accountability standards with erin. no boobs, no off with the clothes, no under the covers, and no closing of the doors. i think that pretty much does it. this list is up for editing, for more rules, not less. i wonder if i should tell him. i dont know how to be subliminal. im super bad at it.
he was so cute today, but ill bet you money im gonna get a fever. (and the only prescription is more cowbell!!)
so, just so you know, i go over there to take care of him, but really the only thing i take is all of his energy as i let him kiss me and i kiss him back. kissing hasnt felt this good since prom.
i have to keep reminding myself that the point is not to see how close i can get to breaking em, but to stay far away from breaking them.
i feel like im actually learning, as opposed to spring break, bec/ this is something im not in control over. im pretty humble about it, cuz taking advantage of a sick guy, woo, that is selfish as it comes.
so no more of that nonsense. if he wants to be with me, we'll have to leave a lot more room for the holy spirit. hahahaha.
so we are watching constantine, and man. these "demons" are so ridiculous. if people only knew how fictitous that stuff is, man. i was just like, whoa. crazy. not even real at all. is that the best anybody can come up with imagining what demons are reallylike? i think they did a good job with hell, but i must say, i havent seen that like ive seen demons, soo, my idea is as good as theirs.
i still like dogma better.
Jesus is good though. it's so nice to love on him, ykno? to try to live my life in a way where he might just smile.
-Sarah